Saturday, February 28, 2009

rutinitas

oiya bytheway kampai, gw punya hobi baru: belajar.
giillleeeee!!!
emang sbg akademisi udah tugasnya belajar dong, tp selama 2 tahun kuliah baru skrg kerasa enaknya belajar. ehem. hehe
alesannya:
1. hemat. yoi, dgn belajar, brarti gak jalan2, hemat dong gak keluar duit buat jalan.

2. pikiran gak menerawang kemana-mana. maksud gua bukan ngelamun jorok ya, hahah. jadi gini, belajar kan butuh konsen, fokus, jadi gak ada tempat di otak buat mikirin yg gak perlu dipikirin. gak perlu mikirin hal2 negatif (fantasi2 liar termasuk didalamnya mwahuahah), g perlu mikir gosip yg beredar. susah lho menghindari buat ngegosip (everybody loves to talk about people). trus juga jadi gak mikirin pacar melulu. kalo emang terjadi ya terjadilah.

3. nilai pun bisa bagus hueheheh. nilai bagus = kuliah lancar cepet lulus dgn gpa mantep = pekerjaan bagus = cepet kaya = dapet istri cantik = indahnya hidup. :D AMIN!

hehe yah semoga semangat belajar ini gak cuma bertahan sebulan dalam setahun aja, melainkan sepanjang bulan sepanjang tahun yoiii! hidup belajar!

trusss aja deh

gila kesurupan setannya siapa nih gw ngetik mulu terus2an. udah jam 6 am aja skrg.
untung juga sih ini blog kaga ada yg liat. hahahha. bisa mules yg baca, isinya pikiran2 semrawut smua hahahha. mau tulis di fb, tar dikomenin. mau di tulis d word or notepad, tar jadi sampah di leptop. mending disampahin ke net deh heheh,,,

laporan hari ini

kayaknya gw gak bakat jadi peramal.
hahahhaha

i'm very verrryyy bad in forecasting, predicting, etcetera. always wrong
gak pernah sekali aja gtu bener (kayaknya sih). misal, yg paling gampang kalo ada pertandingan. sapa yg menang or kalah, padahal ntn lgsung, tebakan gw past salah huaha. trus kalo nebak2 sikap temen juga. apalagi nebak tes or exam beuh. kalo sampe ada soal pg, trus gabisa sampe ujung2nya nebak, pasti jawaban gw salah. nasib emang.
yg paling menyesakkan sih kalo harus ngambl tindakan ke orang. gini apa gitu ya. sekarang apa nanti ya. responnya gmana ya. hahh kebanyakan asumsi jadi malah rebet dan akhirnya tetep salah juga!
yaudahlah yg penting seneng

andaikata

andaikata saya tidak pernah sama sekali......
dia pasti udah bisa mengakhiri ini dari dulu. gak ada berpikir dua kali, atau dengan alasan kata-kata takut.
andaikata saya tidak pernah sama sekali......
dia pasti dengan mudah bilang cukup. gak ada perasaan hangat sesama manusia itu.
andaikata saya tidak pernah sama sekali......
dia akan yakin dengan pilihannya, kata hatinya. gak ada ragu-ragu.
jika if adalah to be.

childhood

pengen balik ke masa kecil!
apa aja yg dilakuin, walaupun salah, pasti dibilang lucu sama org dewasa
punya dunia sendiri yg asik, gak peduli apa yg berlaku di dunia, bener2 you and me versus the world sejati
gak ada problem2 apalah itu tai kotok
bisa berhitung sampe 100 dibilang pinter, dedek hebat!
kalo berantem atau musuhan, gak sampe stengah jam udah baikan, hahahhaha konyol juga ya
yg badannya paling gede jadi ketua geng hauhaha
ngelakuin apa aja pasti seneng, meski itu hal2 biasa
main main main! lari lari lari! gak banyak dtuntut orang lain
dunia itu serba indah!



gokil ya gw emo be'eng


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Sudah solat belum?? Doa2,ak msh liat2 blog,fesbukan..hhe..bru uplot! Ak pok pok yaa.. ayo bodoh bobok..

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

krezi

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berpikir sebelum berbuat. itu yg paling baik. DAMNED!!!!!!

Everything has to begin and end

He wants it easy; he want it relaxed
Said I can do alot of things, but I can't do that
Two steps forward, then three steps back
...Alright

"Won't you take a walk outside?"
-Oh no.
"Can't you find some other guy?"
-Oh no.
"1 9 6 9 what's that sound?"
-Oh no.
Keeping down the underground

Oh no...

The end has no end the end has no end
The end has no end the end has no end

He want it easy; he want it relaxed
Said I can do alot of things, but I can't do that
Two steps forward, then three steps back
It won't be easy

"Won't you take a walk outside?"
-Oh no.
"Can't you find some other guy?"
-Oh no.
"1 9 6 3 what's that sound?"
-Oh no.
Keeping down the underground

Oh no...

The end has no end the end has no end


a song from the strokes titled the end has no end,,u know, sometimes people want to just cut it. stop it. quit it. enough of this tiring thing. the brain turns blunt. blurry eyesight. everything tasted bad. if only they were a cat, they could just do bungee jump with no rope.
off course they keep that thoughlesss imagination in mind. the reality is the reality, pain is pain.


but but but but but..I want it easy, i want it relaxed. if u dont, cant u find some other guy??


then i know when it ends, the end begins.
a very dark end.
and deep.
The end has no end the end has no end
The end has no end the end has no end
The end has no end the end has no end...................................................

Sunday, February 22, 2009

cari wanita!!!!

smoga dapet istri kayak gini nih, bedeeuuhh, langsung lurus hidup gw, mwahahahaha, amin!



Monday, February 16, 2009

iii monyet

i'm being waayy sooo emo lately. not emo as in music people played or listened. nor about the style of that 'lepek' haircut and creepy super bold eyeliner. but as in the word emo itself, emotional.
everyday seems so blue. like there are heavy burdens i can't get rid of. like i don't have tomorrow. and i do not wish for it.

anjiirr auah elap!!!! i'm not crazy i'm just a lil bit unwell!!

emo (imo=iiimonyet)
kampret!!

Saturday, February 14, 2009

ooushh! 1 out! yeaahh!

kabar berita terbaru dari ranah dunia gw: olahraga terus menerus dan berkala!
hahahha lately i'm being so on fire doing sports namely tennis, bad-mean-ton (i know it should be badminton, right ;p) and basketball
actually at the moment i'm stuck in the middle of a misson, DIET! yeah!! so that's why,,,hehehe,,,

gak bisa santai jg lagi olahraganya, dr jam 4 or 5 pm sampe 10!!! kalo pake badminton ya dari jam 2 siang,, walawe mami

oke anyway, i'm still doing other same daily activities, except review my lectures! hahaha. This week or last week or the week that had just end coz today is Sunday (ya gitu deh maksud gw minggu yg baru aja lewat iniihh, whatever), i had no class, a week of holiday, and it makes me become lazier and lazier and more..but i will not starting tomorrow! a new fresh beginning! ousshh

daah orang gila!

Monday, February 9, 2009

Gado-gado

there are vary things in this world, this earth.
great things, happy things, funny things, sad things, scary things, embarrassing things and so on.
today me experienced all those frickin' moments and feel them as a unity.

i call it an absurd thing

last three weeks

i went back to my country. and these things managed to happen