:annoyed:

i was simply annoyed today. extremely annoyed

just got this from a source

"WHEN I WAS YOUNG I USED TO PRAY FOR A BIKE, THEN I REALIZED THAT GOD DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY. SO I STOLE A BIKE AND PRAYED FOR FORGIVENESS.
AND SO I BECAME A PRIME MINISTER."

huahahahaha wtf?!??!

dan kini ku jauh (i wish)

pergi yang jauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhh..ilang
bodo,,lepas semua

mari menurunkan bobot!

ayo olahraga!
bangun pagi!
tidur sebelum lewat tengah malam!
sarapan dan makan siang teratur!
makan malam secukupnya dan jangan diatas jam 7!
makan sayur dan buah diperbanyak!
gerakkan badaaaannn!!!!
sure you can do, the healthy diet!

nah ini dia

si exam yg akan datang, investment law,bah!!!

yuuk yaakk yuukkk belaaaajarr yuuuk boookkk bencongg dehh awwww!!!

~sigh

nya nya nya

ada pita, digunting

ada dahan, dibelah

ada kertas, dirobek

ada benang, dicutter

ada mie ayam, dimakan lah!!

mau exam tauk

hmmhhmm...tanggal-tanggal penentu nasib makin dekat.

makin diinget, makin deg-degan.

cara satu-satunya ya belajar, terus, terus, terus..

tapi mengapa why oh why selalu bangun siang terus? padahal udah tidur cepet

God gave me style and gave me grace. God put the smile on my face. I know He will help me too during tough time. 

ollrite, notebooks and papers, keep rollin wit meh!

Oh no!! You bad, bad, Cacti!

haiiiiiiiyyahh

gw lagi kena serangan kaktus..mungkin lebih tepat gw dikutuk dengan Sial Kaktus. Nah, ada apakah gerangan? ada orang yg gak suka sm gw personally lalu saya dikutuk, atau diguna-guna?? (asal usulnya guna-guna itu 'guna' dalam kata berguna or menggunakan gak sih? rada nonsense aja tiba2 jd 'guna-guna'. Apakah dukun penemunya adalah dukun gunawan dan aslinya adalah ajian gunawan-gunawan namun orang memendekkannya jadi guna-guna? well who knows..no offense lho para gunawan;))

O.K. and the story begun,,Sial Kaktus itu awal mulanya adalah begini; para kaktus piaraan gw di dalem kamar ini pernah menjadi terdakwa penyebab gw jadi bersin2. Karena emang kaktus2 tsb adalah penghuni baru kamar gw alias baru dibeli, gw sempet menyangka merekalah penyebab gw alergie lalu bersin2, yg belakangan ketahuan ternyata gw emang lagi pilek. hehe. kata orang gw kena flu ganas yg lagi mewabah disini (sampe skrg pun belum hilang total flunya). Kaktus gw ini cm dua biji, dan masing-masing gw taro di pot kecil dan keduanya gw taro di satu tatakan pot.

Namun pun juga begitu demikian adanya, kayaknya para kaktus ini sakit hati setelah gw fitnah sebagai penyebab alergie. Dan mereka pun melancarkan tindakan balasan.....

Pada hari itu gw bangun lumayan pagi karena mau beresin kamar, cuci-cuci, dan sebagainya dan sebagainya. Berhubung kamar belum dibersihkan secara teliti maka mau gw bersihin total, termasuk ngepel sama ngelap jendela2, gak hanya disapu aja. lantas setelah 60 menit demi 60 menit berlalu, sebelum hari sore, kamar udah kinclong cihui! lemari udah wangi, lantai keset, jendela cemerlang, dan barang2 rapih kembali. Sorenya gw mau cabut, udah siap. The Kaktus' masi gw taro di atas rak sepatu di luar, gw jemur, kan kaktus. Yowes, gw angkat dong, mau gw masukin ke dalem kamar. Lalu sebiji kaktus ini, sebut saja namanya Mawar (bukan nama sebenarnya, selain karena warnanya yg merah, ia juga berduri, yaiyalah namanya jg kaktus) jatuh dan terjun bebas dengan indahnya sodara-sodara! dan mendarat di lantai kinclong bin keset ku ini, pyarr!!! tanah humus yg lembab berhamburan kemana2..disaat gw lagi shock half death itu, pot satu lg jg meluncur dari tatakannya. plung. loh kok plung, maksud saya, pyarr!!

sempurna sudah berantakan (lagi) kamar ini dibuatnya.

hahhh emang lagi sial, pikir gw waktu itu. finally gw sapu lg, tanpa gw pel, karena gw janji mau ketemu temen gw dan miscellaneous incident ini terjadi.

besokannya, gw biasa lah ansos2 di kamar aja. Lantai kamar gw jadi lengket, kayaknya gara2 tanah basah yg sempet ngotorin lantai. Kan tanah humus itu pasti contains some of chemical substance and might be sort of fertilizer or vitamin. Gw udah kadung males mau ngepel lagi, well nunggu weekend aja deh. Kemudian, kemarin sore, saya hendak ingin cabs keluar lg. yah, timingnya mirip, situasinya juga. Sebelum gw ganti baju buat pergi, gw masukinlah para kaktus tengil itu. Trus mau gw taro diatas rak, seperti biasanya. SAAT ITULAH. kejadiannya begitu cepat, hampir tak kasat mata, but my eyes could confirmed that horryfying motion when si Mawar, one more time, si Mawar, was about to fall! tuk, duk, duk, bregg....kali ini, si kaktus jatoh ke rak dulu, trus kepental2 kena section2nya rak, baru deh menghempas lantai dan menghamburkan tanah sampai kolong-kolong meja dan kasur dan drawer. good god, ini efeknya lebih parrrrah!! gak cuma di lantai, tanah nya juga tumpah2 di atas rak, di buku2 di bawahnya, di sajadah pemberian pacar, dan di box bekas webcam. Ya ampun...tanahnya setengah pot kali yg tumpah. Mau marah jg gmn, masa gw ngelabrak kaktus??wadehel. alhasil gw sapu aja, bersihin, apalagi yg di kolong-kolong. trus tanah yg tumpah gw balikin ke pot lagi. yagitude, ketebak kan makin lengket aja nih lante......hhhhh...fooooooo--------sshaaaaaaaaaa

emang harus beli pot baru. sama minta maap, mongken si mawar masih dendam gara2 gw bilang penyebab alergie?    ;-p

if you're gone

I think I've already lost you 
I think you're already gone 
I think I'm finally scared now 
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong 
I think you're already leaving 
Feels like your hand is on the door 
I thought this place was an empire 
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure 

I think you're so mean - I think we should try 
I think I could need - this in my life 
I think I'm just scared - I think too much 
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing 

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home 
There's an awful lot of breathing room 
But I can hardly move 
If you're gone - baby you need to come home 
Cuz there's a little bit of something me 
In everything in you 

I bet you're hard to get over 
I bet the room just won't shine 
I bet my hands I can stay here 
I bet you need - more than you mind 

I think you're so mean - I think we should try 
I think I could need - this in my life 
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much 
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling 

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home 
There's an awful lot of breathing room 
But I can hardly move 
If you're gone - baby you need to come home 
Cuz there's a little bit of something me 
In everything in you 

I think you're so mean - I think we should try 
I think I could need - this in my life 
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much 
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing 

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home 
There's an awful lot of breathing room 
But I can hardly move 
If you're gone - baby you need to come home 
Cuz there's a little bit of something me 
In everything in you

Matchbox20

local time is 5.32 am

hidungku sampe perih, mata pun memerah

achoo! achhoo!!

begitu bunyinya

well, kira2 itu yg terjadi selama 4 hari belakangan, tepatnya sejak minggu malem kemaren..haahhhhh,tepatnya gw lg kerajingan bersin2 lebih tepatnya kayaknya gara2 alergie!

jadii, kamar gw ini sedang rada berdebu, dan gw sempet re-arrange interior kamar dan lupa disapu dan dibersihkan sodara-sodara.

tapinya punya tapi, tadi pagi adalah sudah dibereskan dan disapu,dipel,dsb,dst. tak ada lagi noda! tak ada lagi debu!! namun mengapa saya masih juga bersin-bersin???!!!???

then i was remembering something, that last sunday i went to IKEA and bought equipments and stuff to fill in my room. since then i've been sneezing all the time.

Lantas, setelah diteliti, olah tkp, dan menilik evidences yg tertinggal (kebanyakan baca Detective Conan sm nonton CSI), i'm beginning to suspect 4 things which i just bought:

1. pratama-pratama adalah, lampu tidur gw! it's a recycled paper-covered prism shaped corner lamp. yah ini sebenernya lampu hiasan buat di dalem rumah, akan tetapi karena gw rada sulit tidur (dan sulit bangun in fact) kalo kamar terang, tp gw gak mau gelap gulita jg. sehingga sy butuh lampu beginian. apakah bahan kertas daur ulang yg menjadi fitur dr lampu ini adalah yg menyebabkan gw bersin2??
2. kedua, tempat cucian kotor, dan ada hiasan ekor berbulunya! well, gmn ya menjelaskannya, mmm..ini mirip kayak tempat cucian lentur yg bisa dilipet itu, bentuknya tabung, kalo dilipet jadi kecil bentuknya kaya freesbee, biasanya warna-warni. Nah cuman, yg gw miliki ini dari plastik, trus ada gambar2 puppy's footprints, trus ada ekor bonekanya buat hiasan. cute, isn't it? hehe. Nah masalahnya si bulu-bulu ekornya itu bisa aja rontok thus irritating my nose bukan??
3. ketiga, car refreshner! bukan, gw bukannya tinggal di dalem mini van. Begini, gw suka ruangan gw harum, tapi gw males jg beli yg modelan spray gtu. Dan beli lilin aroma therapy itu rada riweuh (ribet red.) terlalu menusuk hidung, blom lg asep-an. makanya gw pilih lah si ozone-odour car refreshner ini, emg rada mahal, tapi tahan buat 60days, lumajan. trus gw taruh deh diatas lemari. Hmm, ruangan pun beraroma menyegarkan..Namun demikian, apakah hidung gw juga sensitif terhadap yg beginian??
4. keemprat, soalnya anjring kakinya emprat. heh. eniwei, this one might sound somewhat silly but please hold ur laugh for my sake, at least untill i finish my hypothesis. Jadi.. SAYA MENCURIGAI 2 BIJI TANAMAN KAKTUS YANG IKUT SAYA BELI! oke, akhirnya di IKEA ntu sy tanpa sengaja, gw melihat taneman kaktus yg imut2 tersebut. lalu terbesit di pikiran saya betapa indahnya jikalau ada tanaman hias di kamar, sehingga membawa suasana alami, dan akan memugar kembali semangat dikala sudah malas belajar (mendayu2 amat bahasa gw). there fore i decided to go green,hehe! despite all of that, gw jadi bertanya-tanya, emangnya kaktus juga menyebarkan serbuk sari?? oh my!

see,,jadi disinilah saya, sendiri, dan kebingungan pegimana caranye biar sembuh.

btw, menurut scientists, saat bersin itu manusia meninggal untuk sepersekian detik lho. makanya pas bersin mata kita selalu tertutup, dan jantung berhenti berdetak. coba aja bersin sambil melotot kalo gak percaya hehe..that's why we should say alhamdulillah or god bless u after sneezing or hear someone's. so today i've been dead for times. cheers.

so far so undescribeable

it's been a while,,yea i'm bit busy with this and that

btw i saw Mocca's gigs in S'pore yesterday,,they were just awesome!!!!!!!!! and cute, the Arina one course

O.K. that's all. HA HAH!

buh-bye

lagi lagi, lagi

its been 2 weeks since i move my ass doing sport,,since i got to study for the midterm

next tests are 8 days remain, and today i have no class, though i can play badminton or tennis this evening. but also its been quite some times since the last time i hold my DSLR, guess this weekend i'll spent the time by shooting and shooting. and the lomos as well. just shoot! 

hollow man

another lyric. this time taken from one of my fav songs (offcourse!).

Arranged and sung by Alv band, guess was a Nugie's project 

bayangkan bila kau sebagai 

yang tak kasat mata

tak dapat disentuh

walau kau bisa menyentuhnya

  tak dapat dirasa 

  walau seluruh ragamu disana

  dapat kau menjaganya

  tanpa harus mengurungnya

bayangkan bila kau sebagai

yang tak kasat mata

abu yang beterbangan

tak dapat melukaimu

  panasnya surya

  bahkan membuatmu terbuai dan berlagu

  dan kau dapat menyusupi

  rongga jiwa yang kosong

hidupmu akan terisi dengan ajaran-ajaran

melihat, mendengar dan merasakan adanya

yang terlantun dalam setiap nafas hidup manusia

Na nanana nana nana na na na

two down, three remain

lewat juga ni bizstat test! haaaaahhh! hehehe

ya lumayan sih tadi, lumayan gaswat oh no! kurang banyak latihan soal jadi speed ngerjainnya masih lambat. oke2, nvm, pasti masih bisa. yakinlah sumpah!

2 tests for nextweek, place for laziness is no where.

on your mark. get set. go!!

belajar belajar belajar

rintik-rintik hena

hujan lagi

6 hari berturut, di waktu-waktu yang sama 

pagi, lalu sore

lembab, suram, sejuk

sejuk, lembab, suram

suram, sejuk, lembab

pengen main hujan rasanya, tapi takut sakit

pengen berenang pas hujan, tapi takut sakit juga

pengen main sakit, tapi takut hujan

loh

jajanan pasar

pengen sarapan kelepon!!!!!!!!

sama martabak manis

yumm

pokoknya tiap minggu ada aja

yes, i'm in the middle of midterm. one or several times in a week and last for 6 weeks, ha! so much thanks. but yeah i'm studying, this isn't the old time which i can do that last minute thing again. and time seems to run very fast.

btw i'm having my business statistic exam this afternoon. good luck me! do my best!

Niah

there's this band, very famous in Indonesia. I've listened to them since primary school. the band called Sheila On 7 or so called So7 or SoS. well, i'm not folowing their career that much but i am still listen to theirs 'till now. recently one of theirs titled "Jangan Beritahu Niah" always played in my head.

Reff: takkan sampai hati bila ku pergi meninggalkan niah melukai niah apapun yang akan terjadi nanti aku akan slalu ada disampingnya aku akan slalu merawat niah di sini 

semakin hari terbangun aku memikirkanmu semakin hari terbangun aku memikirkanmu

semakin hari terbangun aku memikirkanmu semakin hari terbangun aku memikirkanmu

rutinitas

oiya bytheway kampai, gw punya hobi baru: belajar.

giillleeeee!!!

emang sbg akademisi udah tugasnya belajar dong, tp selama 2 tahun kuliah baru skrg kerasa enaknya belajar. ehem. hehe

alesannya:

1. hemat. yoi, dgn belajar, brarti gak jalan2, hemat dong gak keluar duit buat jalan.

2. pikiran gak menerawang kemana-mana. maksud gua bukan ngelamun jorok ya, hahah. jadi gini, belajar kan butuh konsen, fokus, jadi gak ada tempat di otak buat mikirin yg gak perlu dipikirin. gak perlu mikirin hal2 negatif (fantasi2 liar termasuk didalamnya mwahuahah), g perlu mikir gosip yg beredar. susah lho menghindari buat ngegosip (everybody loves to talk about people). trus juga jadi gak mikirin pacar melulu. kalo emang terjadi ya terjadilah.

3. nilai pun bisa bagus hueheheh. nilai bagus = kuliah lancar cepet lulus dgn gpa mantep = pekerjaan bagus = cepet kaya = dapet istri cantik = indahnya hidup. :D AMIN!

hehe yah semoga semangat belajar ini gak cuma bertahan sebulan dalam setahun aja, melainkan sepanjang bulan sepanjang tahun yoiii! hidup belajar!

trusss aja deh

gila kesurupan setannya siapa nih gw ngetik mulu terus2an. udah jam 6 am aja skrg.

untung juga sih ini blog kaga ada yg liat. hahahha. bisa mules yg baca, isinya pikiran2 semrawut smua hahahha. mau tulis di fb, tar dikomenin. mau di tulis d word or notepad, tar jadi sampah di leptop. mending disampahin ke net deh heheh,,,

laporan hari ini

kayaknya gw gak bakat jadi peramal.

hahahhaha

i'm very verrryyy bad in forecasting, predicting, etcetera. always wrong

gak pernah sekali aja gtu bener (kayaknya sih). misal, yg paling gampang kalo ada pertandingan. sapa yg menang or kalah, padahal ntn lgsung, tebakan gw past salah huaha. trus kalo nebak2 sikap temen juga. apalagi nebak tes or exam beuh. kalo sampe ada soal pg, trus gabisa sampe ujung2nya nebak, pasti jawaban gw salah. nasib emang.

yg paling menyesakkan sih kalo harus ngambl tindakan ke orang. gini apa gitu ya. sekarang apa nanti ya. responnya gmana ya. hahh kebanyakan asumsi jadi malah rebet dan akhirnya tetep salah juga!

yaudahlah yg penting seneng

andaikata

andaikata saya tidak pernah sama sekali......

dia pasti udah bisa mengakhiri ini dari dulu. gak ada berpikir dua kali, atau dengan alasan kata-kata takut.

andaikata saya tidak pernah sama sekali......

dia pasti dengan mudah bilang cukup. gak ada perasaan hangat sesama manusia itu.

andaikata saya tidak pernah sama sekali......

dia akan yakin dengan pilihannya, kata hatinya. gak ada ragu-ragu.

jika if adalah to be.

childhood

pengen balik ke masa kecil!

apa aja yg dilakuin, walaupun salah, pasti dibilang lucu sama org dewasa

punya dunia sendiri yg asik, gak peduli apa yg berlaku di dunia, bener2 you and me versus the world sejati

gak ada problem2 apalah itu tai kotok

bisa berhitung sampe 100 dibilang pinter, dedek hebat!

kalo berantem atau musuhan, gak sampe stengah jam udah baikan, hahahhaha konyol juga ya

yg badannya paling gede jadi ketua geng hauhaha

ngelakuin apa aja pasti seneng, meski itu hal2 biasa

main main main! lari lari lari! gak banyak dtuntut orang lain

dunia itu serba indah!

gokil ya gw emo be'eng

...

Sudah solat belum?? Doa2,ak msh liat2 blog,fesbukan..hhe..bru uplot! Ak pok pok yaa.. ayo bodoh bobok..

krezi

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaAaaAaaAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaAAAAAaaAaaaAAaAaaAaAaaAaaAaaAaAaaAaAAAAaAaaaaAaaAaaAAAA

berpikir sebelum berbuat. itu yg paling baik. DAMNED!!!!!!

Everything has to begin and end

He wants it easy; he want it relaxed
Said I can do alot of things, but I can't do that
Two steps forward, then three steps back
...Alright

"Won't you take a walk outside?"
-Oh no.
"Can't you find some other guy?"
-Oh no.
"1 9 6 9 what's that sound?"
-Oh no.
Keeping down the underground

Oh no...

The end has no end the end has no end
The end has no end the end has no end

He want it easy; he want it relaxed
Said I can do alot of things, but I can't do that
Two steps forward, then three steps back
It won't be easy

"Won't you take a walk outside?"
-Oh no.
"Can't you find some other guy?"
-Oh no.
"1 9 6 3 what's that sound?"
-Oh no.
Keeping down the underground

Oh no...

The end has no end the end has no end

a song from the strokes titled the end has no end,,u know, sometimes people want to just cut it. stop it. quit it. enough of this tiring thing. the brain turns blunt. blurry eyesight. everything tasted bad. if only they were a cat, they could just do bungee jump with no rope.

off course they keep that thoughlesss imagination in mind. the reality is the reality, pain is pain.

but but but but but..I want it easy, i want it relaxed. if u dont, cant u find some other guy??

then i know when it ends, the end begins.

a very dark end.

and deep.

The end has no end the end has no end
The end has no end the end has no end
The end has no end the end has no end...................................................

cari wanita!!!!

smoga dapet istri kayak gini nih, bedeeuuhh, langsung lurus hidup gw, mwahahahaha, amin!

iii monyet

i'm being waayy sooo emo lately. not emo as in music people played or listened. nor about the style of that 'lepek' haircut and creepy super bold eyeliner. but as in the word emo itself, emotional.
everyday seems so blue. like there are heavy burdens i can't get rid of. like i don't have tomorrow. and i do not wish for it.

anjiirr auah elap!!!! i'm not crazy i'm just a lil bit unwell!!

emo (imo=iiimonyet)
kampret!!

ooushh! 1 out! yeaahh!

kabar berita terbaru dari ranah dunia gw: olahraga terus menerus dan berkala!
hahahha lately i'm being so on fire doing sports namely tennis, bad-mean-ton (i know it should be badminton, right ;p) and basketball
actually at the moment i'm stuck in the middle of a misson, DIET! yeah!! so that's why,,,hehehe,,,

gak bisa santai jg lagi olahraganya, dr jam 4 or 5 pm sampe 10!!! kalo pake badminton ya dari jam 2 siang,, walawe mami

oke anyway, i'm still doing other same daily activities, except review my lectures! hahaha. This week or last week or the week that had just end coz today is Sunday (ya gitu deh maksud gw minggu yg baru aja lewat iniihh, whatever), i had no class, a week of holiday, and it makes me become lazier and lazier and more..but i will not starting tomorrow! a new fresh beginning! ousshh

daah orang gila!

Gado-gado

there are vary things in this world, this earth.
great things, happy things, funny things, sad things, scary things, embarrassing things and so on.
today me experienced all those frickin' moments and feel them as a unity.

i call it an absurd thing

last three weeks

i went back to my country. and these things managed to happen

S&S

hooray! hooray!

long-awaited weekend comes, the most adorable 2 days in my week, haha. Time to lay back and get wasted in the couch and staring at my notebook every single minute. buh (`~`)

I am sober now but I'm not a soldier

more and more coming up

cerita ttg semalem. udah bersiap2 tidur, sms seseorang dulu, say goodnight. tu hari capek pegel seada-adanya.

30 mins later, blum tertidur jg. eh ada sms masuk, reply dr yg tadi. reply balik. bbrp menit berlalu, sambil mengingat2 kejadian menyenangkan biar rileks, udah enak meremnya. sms masuk lagi, reply lagi.
it was almost 2 am here, again received a short message. dibaca. di scroll ampe abis. dibaca sampe kata terakhir. . diam . .

that last text seemed unimportant. within happy impression of the sender as the person typing, like usual. but the last sentence was no ordinary thing for me. my drowsiness gone all of sudden..

akhirnya ketiduran, bangun telat. ada kursus pagi. gapake mandi lgsung brangkut, abis tu siangnya ke kampus. seharian teringat hal trahir smalem,,pagi udah gw bales sih tu sms dgn super singkat padat jelas.


hari ini lagu-lagu diplaylist gw terdengar seperti lagu galau semua

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!

i'm definitely going to stepping off on new path, won't do the same mistake. i'll make this and that come true, all my dreams, my hopes. restructure my life and renovate my future plans. im gonna throw my worthless action and rubbish thought into trash bin of life. recycle it, make something more useful and effective for the best of mine. yet i'm not wishing to forget the past.
hmm, new year's resolution, eh?